Beginner POLE Lesson 6

WHAT WHAT WHAAAAAAAT?!
Jasmine wasn't around today so Sharlene took over our class.
... I think they didn't communicate well on where we had stopped last so it was an awfully confusing day for all of us.

Flexibility (Taken by Cristal/Crystal):
Was so damn tiring!
Jumping Jacks, skipping, hopping, push ups, and shitloads of stretching including arm stretches.
Okay, I finally found a part of my body that is flexible- that is my joints. My muscles are still terribly stiff though, especially the inner part of my right leg because of the old injury. :(
Did some lying down butterflies today, phwoar I can no longer open up to reach my knees to the ground, my pelvis and my injury hirt like a bitch.
Sitting split was fine, still around 120 degrees.
My splits are still about 7-8 inches off the floor.

New moves learnt:
Kate Moss + Turnabout Pose + Knee Spin

Completely changed full choreography:
Pole Walk (R, L) holding pole at face level, bent arms.
Body Roll X3 (Once, then double time)
Hip Roll
Lie on left side, pull right leg to ear
Roll to left, cat pounce
Head roll (Half, L to R)
Cross arms, lean back
Stripper get-up
Knee Spin to back of pole
Hip roll
Step left, hit butt X4 (L X2, R X2)
Stroke leg down + Hair Flip up
Spin Climb + Lean out, to left of pole, Body Roll out of landing
Swap Poles
Kate Moss + Turnabout Pose at front of pole
Pole slide with R leg raised
Head roll (Half, L to R)
Move to face right, beach babe pose
Roll left onto front, sprawl kick (tgt with shoulders) X4
Cat pounce, Stripper get-up
Vanessa to back of pole
Hip roll
Step left, hit butt X4 (L X2, R X2)
Stroke leg down + Hair Flip up
Spin Climb + Lean out, to left of pole Body Roll out of landing
Swap Poles
Kate Moss + Reverse Sliding Vanessa to left of pole
Stripper Get-up + Hair Flip up
Left leg up on pole + Hip Roll
Shake BOOTAY
Jamelia + V get-off
Head Roll (L)
***END***

I think I got it right, but it was pretty rushed so I'm not really too sure.
On a happier note, I managed to do the Sitting V today. Unfortunately not too stable yet because of the condensation from my WARM WARM legs. Going for pole practice on Friday, hope I can do it higher up the pole without falling to my death. :)

It's cold

Sometimes it's when you're sick and cold (not to mention PMS-ey) that you realise your family doesn't fucking give a damn.

SHOPPINGGGGG

OMG. I can't seem to stop doing online shopping.
Bad, bad, Jerina! :(

From the past month till now I've bought/ordered:
CS 88 Shimmer Palette
EOS Contacts (Brown, Violet, Pink, ?? I forgot lol)
Gipsy Scarlet (1 dress, 1 top)
IndieSin (2 belts)
SylviaCole (1 dress, 2 tops <- Just forgot one of them again)
eBay (1 tank top, 1 pair of underwear, 1 pair of stockings, and something else I forgot again =3)
VS Spree (1 pair of shoes, 1 long cardigan)
Masks and Serums (4 Serums + 2 Masks - gifts as well as for myself)

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Total Damage = $738

KILL ME PLEASE T_T


***UPDATE***

WALAO!! I just saw one dress I bought for $22.70 selling at $18.60, a blouse for $23.90 at $18.90, AND another blouse at $21.90 for $18.90 ($18.40 on yet another) on another site! ANNOYING MUCH!!!!! $12 difference leh!!!!!

Lesson learnt. If there are code numbers, GOOGLE the fucking thing before you buy it. But the free courier service is kinda worth it I guess.. *sigh*

F1

COOOOOOOOL.

Met up with the Royal Family for dinner at the old Turf City to have Hokkaido buffet~ It was so damn awesome and cheap too, less than $40 per person! YUMYUMYUM ate till I almost exploded. :D (Ebi Tempura, Sake Sashimi, Chuka Hotate, Salmon head, Clam Miso soup, Saba Teriyaki, Beef Teppenyaki, BBQ Mushrooms, Chawanmushi, Shishamo, Salmon skin, Edamame, and ALOT more other stuff as well as lemon ice cream, vanilla ice cream, ocha and Esprit Raspberry... that was for me alone ^^) .... I feel hungry now, lol.

Headed over to Swissotel to park our car, the Royal Family had free grandstand tickets so they had to get a ticket for me... and *GASP!* EVERY SINGLE TICKET was sold out!! Small wonder though because there were only 2 hours left by the time we arrived. Fortunately there was a white guy selling off his ticket near the counter (he offered us $50), but after some persuasion we managed to get it at $40. :)

The sound of the cars were awesomeeeeee! Except I didn't know there was a survival kit so the noise nearly killed me. It's like one car > club music. When there were two at the same time I nearly went deaf. It was pretty crammed and hot too, I was sweating like crap while we were there.

I was soo jealous of the people watching from the balconies in Swissotel! They could see the whole circuit whereas mere common people like us got to see, like, 20m of road? I was located in between two bends too, so there wasn't much to see.

Anyway we got bored after about an hour and decided the grandstand was too far away to walk to, so we headed back! It sounds uneventful but we had a great time catching up and bonding. I shall go stay over really really soon!

Will upload pics and videos soon. (Pic of me only though, because honestly a digital camera will never be able to capture an F1 car. Not even the hugeass DSLRs managed it!)

MINITERM Lesson 1

HMMS. Seems like Jasmine teaches this class better than she taught my class! She went into much more detail about each step of the move this time. =.= UNFAIRRR. Haha!

New stuff:
Carrying body weight

Relearnt:
Pole walk
Body roll
Knee spin
Kate Moss + turnabout pose
Pole climb 2 + release hands
(Jasmine accused me and Sunita of holding on with our tits LMAO)

Choreography
Freestyle until song starts
At right of pole:
Collapse knee (Alternate R, L), double time X4
Walk over to left of pole:
Collapse knee (Alternate L, R), double time X4
Swap poles, stop behind pole, face front:
Butt roll (Alternate, R, L X2)
Right hand walk
Butt roll (Alternate, R, L X2)
Left hand walk, stop at left of pole:
Knee spin 2 rounds, stop at left of pole,
Left leg up on pole,
Face front, stroke back of left leg down + hair flip up
Kate Moss + turnabout pose
Change hold, stroke right leg down + hair flip up

SUPER UNGLAM DAY

:(

Unglam 1
I was at the Concorde Hotel foodcourt when the floor was so sticky my slipper got stuck to it and I landed my foot on the sticky floor. EW.

Unglam 2
Washing my foot in the basin inside the school toilet.
(FAMILIAR?!?!)

Unglam 3
Bursting out into laughter inside Centrepoint Robinson's at Li Shan's SMS.
"wah. Your voice v sweet inside the phone lei. I like <<<<3 haha"
LOL CAN!

Unglam 4
Got onto the 190 outside SMU, carrying a 7kg bag, during a red light. Was going to take a seat (near the front where two benches face each other). Halfway in, the bus driver FLOORED the damn accelerator on the green light. I fell onto the guy in front of me, possibly shrieking "OMG SORRY!!" at the same time. When the bus driver heard, he STOMPED on the brakes, causing me to fall on the other two guys behind me. FML. T_T

Okay further elaboration- in order to stop my full body falling on the guy in front of me I used my hands to stop the fall (on his knees I think), then when the driver braked I was like pulling the guy's arm to stop from falling backwards. Which did not help in the least and I think I used my other hand to stop the fall on the other guy's leg/bag. *digs a pit to hide self*

T___________T

Beginner POLE Lesson 5

Flexibility

I SUCK TODAY BUT YEAH BABY YEAH YEAH IMPROVEMENTTTTT WOOHOO!

Maintained my 40 degrees after midpoint today!
(An cutie from prep advance said I was flexibleeeeeeee but WTH?! SERIOUSLY I AM NOT. I was going like OMG I FEEL LIKE I'M GIVING BIRTH throughout the entire process.)

Pulled toes (no heels off today, feeling like crap seriously) but managed to get closer to my knees... closer... someday i'll kiss them @_@

My sitting split without help was terrible, barely made 90 today but managed to pull abit further on my own after a bit of stretching.... ARGH.

Did splits during announcement time, it's getting closer closer closer! A few (less than 10 HAHAHAHA) inches more to goooooooo! Definitely less than a foot now HAHA. (I was really that bad 'cos I haven't stretched for more than 2 yearsssss!!)

New moves learnt:
Knee spin-converted to-Frank
Frank-converted to-Knee spin
Kate moss + backward sliding Vanessa + stripper get up
The move that I forgot the name of but is ridiculously hard on my handicapped left wrist- Intermediate move (Starts with a G?)
(When Jasmine explained how to do this, there was this ang mor who went like 'Are you CRAZY?!?!' HAHAHA PRICELESS!)
Fan kick
(I can't do this for nuts, seems like my abs aren't strong enough... SHAME ON ME!)

Added dance choreography:
Vanessa
Butt gyrate
Hit butt L 2x, R 2x
Stroke leg down + hair flip up
(It's a repeat of prior moves)
Kate moss + reverse sliding Vanessa + stripper get up

AHAHAHA. So happy that I can do the move that I forgot the name of.
^_^V TWIST! I think I'm high.

Weird

Funny how feelings and moods can change in a day.

I wonder if the distancing will stop...

I hope this will be over soon.

Meant to be

My BF has been away on detachment and will be until the end of October.

I was miserable about it since we first got to know, and whenever I told my good friends or family how I felt about it, the thing in common they all told me was, "Take this as a test, and hope that you can pull through it together."

I guess I must have really changed because I don't really feel that it's a test at all. I mean sure, I miss him like crazy (I mean, look at the post that I update EVERDAY and my MSN personal message), but I don't really have the tendency to DO STUPID SHIT anymore, just to stop the emptiness when he's not around.
(I'm sure all my good friends know what I mean.. I'm not proud of what I used to be.)

Before he left I already knew he was awesome and definitely the guy I'd want to be with for the rest of my life. We're engaged after all. :)

But what this detachment has done is to make me realise that he is not just awesome, I don't know what's the word for this- better than awesome? Perfect? I can't find a term to describe it. I'd have to say, something like the most sparkling gem ever. If he were a diamond he'd be D coloured, FL clarity and perfectly cut, with every facet reflecting every single ray of light back at you.

OKAY, before anyone starts puking I'm gonna leave it at that. What I'm trying to say here is, without situations like what we've been through the last two weeks, I would never have known or expected that our relationship can be taken to greater heights and our love would grow even more, even when we're not together physically.

What I'm feeling now is more than I can express in words. All I know is I've fallen head over heels in love, over and over again everyday, and loving you more every day.

Just some thoughts

Years and years ago I have had wanted to go into exotic dancing. I had first thought of joining exotic dance classes at Jitterbugs with my sista Jesxeca (that was 5 years ago).

This year I finally got the opportunity to go for dance classes. I had initially wanted to go to Groove for my pole dancing lessons because I saw their advertising on FB, but after doing some research I remembered Jitterbugs, so I called them up but they didn't have any pole dance classes! They directed me to Bobbi's Pole Studio.

Perhaps it was because Groove's schedule was too messy and BPS's had a much clearer one, or because BPS had better prices, but whatever the reason was, I just had a strong feeling to join BPS. That was before I even watched their videos on Youtube! After making my decision, I watched the videos, and I offically became a fan of Bobbi.

I must say I didn't regret it (starting pole dancing and joining BPS) at all, it's been the most fun thing to do by myself since I stopped going for TKD training. :)
There are awesome teachers and awesome classmates and the most awesome founder/master instructor in the world. She was super friendly when I went for her workshop! After she heard me squeal like a fangirl and took photos together, she went like "Ohh I love coming down here, you girls are all so awesome!" and then gave me a squeeze. AWWW!

Umm, and I'm kinda glad I didn't join Groove, 'cos I just saw Ris Low's interview on XinMSN and......... for a level 4 she pretty much sucks ass. Every move she did looked like a terrible struggle on the pole for her. And her pole climb and sit is a joke, my classmates did better than that on their first tries! -_____-"

Anyway I think she's damn overrated and overused for advertising. Even though I don't personally dislike her. I've done a shoot with her before in 2008, before she got famous... But she was already coming in late at that time! CONFIRM is her man, no mistake. =X

Abrupt end to this post, I have no idea why I wanted to write about this in the first place... Must be spending too much time alone. :(

Area 51

Just saw their advertisement on FB as a female-fronted Visual Kei band.
... Okay. IMHO, my favourite band Alice Nine members (male) all look better without make-up. ARGH.

SLAP Workshop by Bobbi!

*SQUEALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL*

I got to meet my idol and take photos with her!! I'm lazy to upload the pics though :P I went totally gaga when I managed to talk to her, I went like "OMG YOU ARE SO AWESOMEEEEEEE I WATCHED ALL YOUR VIDEOSSSSS!" *starry eyed*

..... Diu lian to the max. Haha!

Anyway, the workshop was really different even from the warm-up. It was tougher than usual, I got tired before we even reached halfway through the warm up! And I realised Bobbi's taste in music is the same as mine.. Awesomeee!

The workshop was an ADVANCED strip and lapdance (I didn't know that would happen when I signed up, I almost died seriously) so..... I now have a total count of 20 bruises and almost sprained my ankle, and almost broke my neck. Seriously, that's more bruises than I used to get from sparring without guards! Pfft.

The choreography:
(With long-sleeved shirt on)
Starting from the back facing back of chair;
[Slow head roll + alternate shoulder rolls (R,L)] X 2
Face the front at left of chair;
left leg up, lower body, return + head up
(move over the back of the chair to the right and then:)
Face the back straddling chair;
wave body right to left X6 + sit and stand
face left, pose, stroke leg down, flip hair up on the way up
big butt roll from right to left, face right
Sit on chair with straightened legs;
stroke right leg down, lean back and stroke left leg down, come back up
Get up, face front at left of chair;
Pose, take 3 steps to the front of chair (left leg first);
big butt roll to the right, hit butt to the right twice
big butt roll to the left and then to the right
Close up legs and put hands up to forehead;
hit butt to the front 3 times and open up hands to sides of head each time
Still holding sides of head;
Rotate + gyrate to face chair (back facing front, in front of chair);
Right hand followed by left hand on chair (with legs straight);
collapse right knee followed by left knee (double time)
kneel facing left + hair flip
stand back up facing chair + hair flip
Rotate to sit on chair cross legged;
pull left leg up into the air (using left hand as support and right hand to hold leg)
twist around to the right with arms on chair and do a push up position;
bring butt down first then knees to the floor;
hair flip + lean back pose
fan kick to the left and roll over
stripper jump up + hair flip
Face the front behind chair;
Right hand followed by left hand on chair;
collapse right knee followed by left knee
(butt roll to the left then to the right) <- not sure about this
left leg on chair (knee over the back of chair)
butt roll
Turn left to sit on chair facing right;
close up legs and face the front while seated;
fan kick to the left and then to the right
Put knees over back of chair, lie down on chair seat and hold the floor for support;
"cycle" legs X8
"wave" legs X8
***Change of music***
Get off by sliding legs to the right,
Sit facing front, open up legs wide;
Half right head roll, half left head roll
Full right head roll X2
Pull off shirt halfway down back;
Body roll up off chair
rotate + gyrate around to face chair (back facing front)
Open up legs to chair width (R then L);
alternate butt rolls while removing shirt for 15 beats
on the 16th beat sling shirt over right shoulder while turning left to face front
(for my position in the room)
*** 16 beats free to throw/keep shirt***
***It's actually time to drag a male audience member to the chair***
Stand facing chair with legs apart at chair width;
using chair for support, kneel on floor
body roll X2
lean back pose
using left leg as support, butt roll X2
Put legs up straight into the air (lying down);
alternately loop legs from inside to out (R first) X4
open legs into V, close up left leg, right leg bends down to hit floor with foot in the middle X4
With legs still closed up in the air, move butt to the right 45 degrees;
use force of legs to sit up (forgot what this is called)
roll right, do a boob-first move onto the floor (idk what this is either)
alternate sprawling kick X4
low-boobie move back up to kneeling position (opposite of 2 lines above)
head roll

HOW TO REMEMBER RIGHT WTFOMGBBQ I KEEP SCREWING UP SOBSOB AND IM AFRAID OF FALLING OFF THE CHAIR WHEN WE HAVE TO PUT OUR LEGS ON THE BACK OF IT!!!!! BOOOOOOHOO. :(
And I don't have the strength yet to do that low boobie thing nicely. Damnit!

Beginner POLE Lesson 4

WHOA. It's lesson 4 already! O_O

Flexibility
Didn't get to warm up before class today 'cos there was a workshop! BUT~
Did the Plank for more than 1 minute! *fluffs hair*
I think I did 40-50 degrees past the halfway point today, my partner wasn't really forcing me all the way though.
I can pull my toes and get my heels off the floor!
(Have to admit it hurts like crap though)
My split without help early on in the lesson was already at about 100 degrees, with an old injury flaring ^_^
Getting better at back arch! Still can't walk my hands in yet though..

New moves learnt:
Frank + variations
(Not strong enough to do the chio style yet)
Sitting V
(No idea what it's called so I named it myself, and I haven't succeeded at this yet due to my damn sweaty palms. Still, we only managed to try once...)
Pole climb!

Hmm, not too pleased with myself today 'cos I didn't manage to get the sitting V yet, and I think my spin climb isn't pretty. As well as my pole slide and hair/head flips. At the rate we're going, we'll all have strong neck muscles really really soon!

I'm kinda nervous too, only 3 more practices before performance night!
.___.

P.S. They mentioned something about costumes! I didn't know we were getting costumes! I think mine might be a little big though..... But still! *SQUEALS*

P.P.S. Chey. It's a colour scheme lah! Beginners are supposed to wear red and black.. *stops squealing*
And my class instructor was damn cute lah. We met on opposite stairways coming up to the 2nd floor, then she went like "Wow, look at those legs.. Must be a Bobbi student!" Hahaha!

Beautiful

I saw a beautiful girl in Zirca. She wasn't dressed skimpily or sluttily like the other girls, she wasn't even made up much. But her features were delicate and beautiful. She was shy initially but later on I saw her dancing well. Unfortunately she didn't seem much disposed to make friends with me. :( What's wrong with making more girl friends in clubs? It's not like I'm a lesbian waiting to rape her or something. Damnit.

Beginner POLE Lesson 3

Flexibility:
Did some Pilates.. Almost broke my back and died.
Definitely went past the halfway point by about 30 degrees!! ^_^
I CAN touch my toes.
My split while sitting went beyond 120 degrees. And had some help from my partner and instructor, managed to reach quite far (for my standard, about 45 degrees to the floor or more) as well!
Did KILLER leg lifts as well. OUCH MY TUMMY.

New moves learnt:
Vanessa slide down + stripper get up
Spin climb
Hair flip/head roll

Added choreography:
Beach babe pose
Roll left + left hair flip
Sprawling leg kick x4
Stripper get up

My noob spin climb makes me spin round so fast that I can't get off at the right time for the next move and makes me walk dizzily during the pole exchange. Bah!

Once again... FAT OR SKINNY?!?!

I think I've done a post about this before, a couple of years ago or maybe last year.

See, I have a problem, which is called having small and light bones. As a result, no matter how much meat I stack on, people will still describe me as 'small and SKINNY'.

But I had a growth spurt recently which led to me adding 5cm to my height and being wider around the shoulders and hips... To the extent that my old wardrobe no longer fits me and I have to change to an entirely new one, except for those clothes that used to be too big and now fit perfectly. -_-

I have also gained 4kg due to the increase in size and of course my monstrous non-stop chomping... which leads to more meat on me everywhere.

Even then, people who just meet me are still calling me skinny! And small! BUT YET, I can no longer fit into size S shorts... Can't even zip it up! If I'm small, what size do 'normal' people wear?

So tell me... Am I FAT OR SKINNY now?!?!
*looks down at bulge forming over too-small size S shorts and sighs*

What the Koala does without its Tree

Friday, 3 Sept 2010
Attempted to mug for DTA while msn-ing, facebook-ing, bbm-ing, sms-ing and weeping.
Mr Low cheered me up a little by telling me I topped the cohort of CTA participants..
Was moodless and didn't have appetite all day.

Saturday, 4 Sept 2010
Went to work at Comex.. Took the long-ass way around to City Hall 'cos the JE station connection to Clementi was disrupted for the weekend.
Had a terrible day with the I*****s but made an awesome new friend, Li Shan.
Pretty awesome chat over supper after work with Softgay and Noobgary. Thanks guys for being there for me and sending me home. :)

Sunday, 5 Sept 2010
Worked at Comex again, this time I got so mad I ticked off a 'customer'. I seriously think there's a 'syndicate' to get as many freebies as they can! RAWRRRRR.
Went to dabao supper after work because I was ravenously hungry after 11 hours of no food. Bumped into Jereme and his friend Ambrose at the kopitiam, and they very kindly offered to send me home.
OMG THE AUDIIIIIII!!!! I could hug it to sleep! >.<

Monday, 6 Sept 2010
Went for my dental at VivoCity, was done pretty quick so I had a couple of hours to kill before I could meet Amber after her course. Went on a shopping spree in Daiso for about an hour and bought lots of tidbits, canned food, stationery and other miscellaneous items. Total damage $28 only! (14 items)

(Oh, as a side note, I've finished my course of aligners!! But my teeth aren't completely straight yet so I need to go for some refinement..... Hm...)

Rotted around near the exit to the Sentosa Monorail and checked out the packages... They don't seem nearly as fun as the one I got in 2008 with Kenny.. And there are lots of new stuff that I'm totally not interested in. The Segway ride for example. For some reason the name reminds me of a sewage treatment company. -_-

Met Amber at the Bugis OG and we went for dinner at Lai Lai! Yummy yummy beef soup! Except for the mixed up order at the start the rest was awesome. For some reason I ate very very very fast.

Went to do shopping in Bugis Street! I swear I'll never shop in Orchard again.. Faggot sia I feel so cheated when I find the exact same damn thing for like half the price in Bugis Street. *growls*
Anyway, bought a shitload of stuff there.. Two dresses and two pairs of shorts, can't remember what else at the moment. Ran outta cash, went to draw money then ended up being lazy and having supper at Toast Box while Amber had her Matcha red bean ice cream thingy.

OH! I bumped into Crystal from dance class in Vivo and Pris at Bugis Street! She was like "OMG I thought you're wearing heels!! Why does your puberty never end?!?!" Make me damn happy leh! Kekeke.

Went home happy after supper, took 960 to Amber's place then transferred 190 home. :)

Tuesday, 7 Sept 2010
Groggily got up for school, fell asleep a couple of times in class.
Met my cousin Daniel for lunch at Orchard Central's Ajisen and went on a tour around the place along with 313, Cine and Heeren. (My cousin's from Malaysia so he hasn't explored yet.) Had lychee yoghurt ice cream with strawberries at Cine!

He had to go home to rest for work tomorrow so I went to meet my awesome sista Jesxeca for dinner. Went to chillax at Centrepoint Starbucks 'cos the dinner place wasn't open yet and we had a great catch-up session. I seriously miss meeting her! We used to spend almost everyday together and even went overseas together, but this is the first time I've met her in almost 2 years!

She brought me to this place behind Cuppage Plaza for ramen dinner; it was pretty good but unfortunately my tummy was apparently unhappy with the type of milk used in the caramel coffee jelly frappucino (!!! I remember the name NOW, but couldn't at the counter just now, wtf) I had earlier on, so I was awfully bloated and uncomfortable and couldn't finish it up.

Went to buy a new bikini (!!!!!!! YESHHHHHH) at Orchard Central before heading home! Awesome awesome day spent with awesome people. :)

Wednesday, 8 Sept 2010
Hm.. Shall not blog about it just yet. :P
Suffice to say I ended up at Backpackers Inn for the night!
(Just to clarify, with Amber not with random guys.)

Scary ass photo :)

Gonna change my blog header photo to this scary ass photo taken during a photoshoot and photoshopped to death by the photographer, in which I look like an evil elven archer or something. :D

I'm.. okay.

I just realised that I'm cheating everyone around me and myself by pretending I'm okay. When I'm truly not.

I love the way...

MUSHY ALERT!!! DO NOT READ IF YOU JUST HAD DINNER. :P
Are there at least 56 things I love about you? We shall see. :)

1. I love the way you take care of me like I'm a little kid sometimes.
2. I love the way, when I tell you that I don't know how to do something, you tell me "Don't worry, you have me."
3. I love the way you always look so happy when you see me, even after an exhausting day at work.
4. Happy 7th month anniversary! ^_^
I love the way you grin and wiggle your brows at me when suggesting something you know I'll definitely like.
5. I MISS BEING ABLE TO SLEEP ON YOUR SHOULDER.
6. I love your scent. (All 3 of them.) :P
7. I love the way you love me for who I am. :)
8. I love the way I know I'm completely safe with you and you always protect me from everything.
9. Even though today wasn't a good day, I'll still do this entry.
I love the way you hold me close even when you're dead asleep.
10. I love the way, no matter what problems we meet, we will still hold hands and walk through it together.
11. I love the way you're so possessive. ;)
12. I love the way you're super understanding even though you may never have faced some situations before. :)
13. I love the way you miss me like no other.
14. I wish I could give you a backrub with Vicks like you always do for me when I'm feeling feverish. :(
15. I love it that you're so organised.
16. You must be the best away on detachment boyfriend ever.
17. I miss going clubbing with you. :P
18. I kinda like the way you get so worried about me sometimes, because I'm exactly the same. Though it's not exactly a good thing... But we match!
19. Even though I'm feeling weird today...
I love how you're so awesome that I have to work hard to catch up with you.
(Done early at 11pm so that I can sleeeeeep.)
20. I love the way you SMS me first thing in the morning. ;)
21. I love the way you are just sooo cute~ :D *squashes your face*
22. I love the way we can just do random spontaneous stuff outside and it's just so funnnn with you. :D
23. I love it when you shoo me from the stove and take over because you're afraid I'll scald myself (which is very likely). ~.~
24. I miss the way we EAT together. I love the way we eat lots of junk food together... Insanely unhealthy but so damn fun. :D
25. I miss leaning on your chest.
26. I miss the way you'll take care of me when I'm sick T_T
27. I love the way you're just as troublesome as I am. :P
28. I love the way, when we're together, you're always doing something that shows me you're really there with me and not thinking about other stuff.
29. We're done with one month! YAYAYAY!
I love the way you describe everything about me as cute and little.
(ONLY APPLIES TO BF! *RAWR*)
30. I love the way you want to do everything together.
31. I love the way you cheer me up when I'm down.. So so sweetly.
32. I love the way you want to put me into your pocket and carry me about... But also thank you for giving me the freedom to continue my pole classes! *LOVE*
33. I love the way you are SO demanding. I love you!! *SQUEEZE*
34. Happy 8th month anniversary!
I love the way you love me so much you'll do anything for me. I promise I won't be unfair to you! :D
35. I love the way you're such a happy sunshine boy tree. ;)
36. I love the way you're so damn hawttttt.
37. I love the way we throw shit at each other out of jealousy. HAHAHA!
And I wish I could be there right now to take care of you. :(
38. I love the way we are imperfect in exactly the same way. That's why we belong together. :)
39. I love the way we love each other.. I'm feeling all weak-kneed and fluttery-hearted now.
40. I love your voice.. ZOMG I MISS YOUR VOICE!!
41. I miss you so badly I feel like I have a hole in my heart now. Physically. :(
I love the way you're always so gentle to me even though you're used to using your strength.
42. I love the way we make up after disagreements.. Even though I'd rather do without those!
43. I love the way you said, "Miss you is only two words. But there are so many feelings involved."
44. You broke a promise today. I don't love you anymore.
Fine, I still do. -_-
I love the way, even when you're tired out from work you still spoil me by doing stuff like giving me a backrub.. It should be the other way round!
45. I can't say I love, but I find it cute.. How being away from each other made us so grumpy we've been having disagreements for ages. We shall work harder!
46. I love you so much that I didn't even realise how badly my mood has been affected by your absence. We're going good.. 10 more days!
47. I love the way you sooth and comfort me when I cry. You're the only one who does it that way.. It's so nice and comforting. *sniffle*
48. I love the way you're super responsible and tidy.. You always finish up what you do (or what I did and left halfway =P). Awesomest BF EVER!
49. I love the way you encourage me to buy stuff if it looks good on me. Hehehe!
50. I love the way you always say you don't mind providing for me...
Even though I don't want you to but it's so sweet of you to think that way!
51. I love the way you'll try your best to make me sleep when I can't because of my stupid insomnia.
52. I love the way you protect me from everything possible.
53. I love the way I can trust you in every way. :D
54. I love the way you came online to look for me even though you were so tired. :)
55. You're coming back tomorrow! YAY!
I just love you for who you are. :D
I don't know if I ever mentioned this, but you're the most understanding, loving, caring and awesome BF ever! I can't wait for you to be back. :)

Beginner POLE Lesson 2

Flexibility:
I THINK my leg just went past the halfway point. To my head. While lying down. ^_^
I can just about touch my toes.. Finally!
My split while sitting is finally past the 90 degrees mark...
Almost died doing one-arm push ups, back arches, back stretching and splits training. SIGH~

New moves learnt:
Cat pounce
Pole slide
Leg stroke + hair flip
Knee spin variations
Pole change

Added dance choreography:
Gyrate
Butt shake (left 2 right 2)
Leg stroke + Hair flip
Freestyle: Vanessa/Knee spin or variation/Spin Climb
Body roll
Change pole
Kate Moss + Turnabout pose
Pole slide
Head roll

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I need to train my lower back muscles! I can't believe my BF does a MUCH better cat pounce than I do. RAWRRRRRR. Good mornings FTW!