Friday, September 10, 2010

Beautiful

I saw a beautiful girl in Zirca. She wasn't dressed skimpily or sluttily like the other girls, she wasn't even made up much. But her features were delicate and beautiful. She was shy initially but later on I saw her dancing well. Unfortunately she didn't seem much disposed to make friends with me. :( What's wrong with making more girl friends in clubs? It's not like I'm a lesbian waiting to rape her or something. Damnit.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Beginner POLE Lesson 3

Flexibility:
Did some Pilates.. Almost broke my back and died.
Definitely went past the halfway point by about 30 degrees!! ^_^
I CAN touch my toes.
My split while sitting went beyond 120 degrees. And had some help from my partner and instructor, managed to reach quite far (for my standard, about 45 degrees to the floor or more) as well!
Did KILLER leg lifts as well. OUCH MY TUMMY.

New moves learnt:
Vanessa slide down + stripper get up
Spin climb
Hair flip/head roll

Added choreography:
Beach babe pose
Roll left + left hair flip
Sprawling leg kick x4
Stripper get up

My noob spin climb makes me spin round so fast that I can't get off at the right time for the next move and makes me walk dizzily during the pole exchange. Bah!

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Once again... FAT OR SKINNY?!?!

I think I've done a post about this before, a couple of years ago or maybe last year.

See, I have a problem, which is called having small and light bones. As a result, no matter how much meat I stack on, people will still describe me as 'small and SKINNY'.

But I had a growth spurt recently which led to me adding 5cm to my height and being wider around the shoulders and hips... To the extent that my old wardrobe no longer fits me and I have to change to an entirely new one, except for those clothes that used to be too big and now fit perfectly. -_-

I have also gained 4kg due to the increase in size and of course my monstrous non-stop chomping... which leads to more meat on me everywhere.

Even then, people who just meet me are still calling me skinny! And small! BUT YET, I can no longer fit into size S shorts... Can't even zip it up! If I'm small, what size do 'normal' people wear?

So tell me... Am I FAT OR SKINNY now?!?!
*looks down at bulge forming over too-small size S shorts and sighs*

What the Koala does without its Tree

Friday, 3 Sept 2010
Attempted to mug for DTA while msn-ing, facebook-ing, bbm-ing, sms-ing and weeping.
Mr Low cheered me up a little by telling me I topped the cohort of CTA participants..
Was moodless and didn't have appetite all day.

Saturday, 4 Sept 2010
Went to work at Comex.. Took the long-ass way around to City Hall 'cos the JE station connection to Clementi was disrupted for the weekend.
Had a terrible day with the I*****s but made an awesome new friend, Li Shan.
Pretty awesome chat over supper after work with Softgay and Noobgary. Thanks guys for being there for me and sending me home. :)

Sunday, 5 Sept 2010
Worked at Comex again, this time I got so mad I ticked off a 'customer'. I seriously think there's a 'syndicate' to get as many freebies as they can! RAWRRRRR.
Went to dabao supper after work because I was ravenously hungry after 11 hours of no food. Bumped into Jereme and his friend Ambrose at the kopitiam, and they very kindly offered to send me home.
OMG THE AUDIIIIIII!!!! I could hug it to sleep! >.<

Monday, 6 Sept 2010
Went for my dental at VivoCity, was done pretty quick so I had a couple of hours to kill before I could meet Amber after her course. Went on a shopping spree in Daiso for about an hour and bought lots of tidbits, canned food, stationery and other miscellaneous items. Total damage $28 only! (14 items)

(Oh, as a side note, I've finished my course of aligners!! But my teeth aren't completely straight yet so I need to go for some refinement..... Hm...)

Rotted around near the exit to the Sentosa Monorail and checked out the packages... They don't seem nearly as fun as the one I got in 2008 with Kenny.. And there are lots of new stuff that I'm totally not interested in. The Segway ride for example. For some reason the name reminds me of a sewage treatment company. -_-

Met Amber at the Bugis OG and we went for dinner at Lai Lai! Yummy yummy beef soup! Except for the mixed up order at the start the rest was awesome. For some reason I ate very very very fast.

Went to do shopping in Bugis Street! I swear I'll never shop in Orchard again.. Faggot sia I feel so cheated when I find the exact same damn thing for like half the price in Bugis Street. *growls*
Anyway, bought a shitload of stuff there.. Two dresses and two pairs of shorts, can't remember what else at the moment. Ran outta cash, went to draw money then ended up being lazy and having supper at Toast Box while Amber had her Matcha red bean ice cream thingy.

OH! I bumped into Crystal from dance class in Vivo and Pris at Bugis Street! She was like "OMG I thought you're wearing heels!! Why does your puberty never end?!?!" Make me damn happy leh! Kekeke.

Went home happy after supper, took 960 to Amber's place then transferred 190 home. :)

Tuesday, 7 Sept 2010
Groggily got up for school, fell asleep a couple of times in class.
Met my cousin Daniel for lunch at Orchard Central's Ajisen and went on a tour around the place along with 313, Cine and Heeren. (My cousin's from Malaysia so he hasn't explored yet.) Had lychee yoghurt ice cream with strawberries at Cine!

He had to go home to rest for work tomorrow so I went to meet my awesome sista Jesxeca for dinner. Went to chillax at Centrepoint Starbucks 'cos the dinner place wasn't open yet and we had a great catch-up session. I seriously miss meeting her! We used to spend almost everyday together and even went overseas together, but this is the first time I've met her in almost 2 years!

She brought me to this place behind Cuppage Plaza for ramen dinner; it was pretty good but unfortunately my tummy was apparently unhappy with the type of milk used in the caramel coffee jelly frappucino (!!! I remember the name NOW, but couldn't at the counter just now, wtf) I had earlier on, so I was awfully bloated and uncomfortable and couldn't finish it up.

Went to buy a new bikini (!!!!!!! YESHHHHHH) at Orchard Central before heading home! Awesome awesome day spent with awesome people. :)

Wednesday, 8 Sept 2010
Hm.. Shall not blog about it just yet. :P
Suffice to say I ended up at Backpackers Inn for the night!
(Just to clarify, with Amber not with random guys.)

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Scary ass photo :)

Gonna change my blog header photo to this scary ass photo taken during a photoshoot and photoshopped to death by the photographer, in which I look like an evil elven archer or something. :D

Sunday, September 5, 2010

I'm.. okay.

I just realised that I'm cheating everyone around me and myself by pretending I'm okay. When I'm truly not.

I love the way...

MUSHY ALERT!!! DO NOT READ IF YOU JUST HAD DINNER. :P
Are there at least 56 things I love about you? We shall see. :)

1. I love the way you take care of me like I'm a little kid sometimes.
2. I love the way, when I tell you that I don't know how to do something, you tell me "Don't worry, you have me."
3. I love the way you always look so happy when you see me, even after an exhausting day at work.
4. Happy 7th month anniversary! ^_^
I love the way you grin and wiggle your brows at me when suggesting something you know I'll definitely like.
5. I MISS BEING ABLE TO SLEEP ON YOUR SHOULDER.
6. I love your scent. (All 3 of them.) :P
7. I love the way you love me for who I am. :)
8. I love the way I know I'm completely safe with you and you always protect me from everything.
9. Even though today wasn't a good day, I'll still do this entry.
I love the way you hold me close even when you're dead asleep.
10. I love the way, no matter what problems we meet, we will still hold hands and walk through it together.
11. I love the way you're so possessive. ;)
12. I love the way you're super understanding even though you may never have faced some situations before. :)
13. I love the way you miss me like no other.
14. I wish I could give you a backrub with Vicks like you always do for me when I'm feeling feverish. :(
15. I love it that you're so organised.
16. You must be the best away on detachment boyfriend ever.
17. I miss going clubbing with you. :P
18. I kinda like the way you get so worried about me sometimes, because I'm exactly the same. Though it's not exactly a good thing... But we match!
19. Even though I'm feeling weird today...
I love how you're so awesome that I have to work hard to catch up with you.
(Done early at 11pm so that I can sleeeeeep.)
20. I love the way you SMS me first thing in the morning. ;)
21. I love the way you are just sooo cute~ :D *squashes your face*
22. I love the way we can just do random spontaneous stuff outside and it's just so funnnn with you. :D
23. I love it when you shoo me from the stove and take over because you're afraid I'll scald myself (which is very likely). ~.~
24. I miss the way we EAT together. I love the way we eat lots of junk food together... Insanely unhealthy but so damn fun. :D
25. I miss leaning on your chest.
26. I miss the way you'll take care of me when I'm sick T_T
27. I love the way you're just as troublesome as I am. :P
28. I love the way, when we're together, you're always doing something that shows me you're really there with me and not thinking about other stuff.
29. We're done with one month! YAYAYAY!
I love the way you describe everything about me as cute and little.
(ONLY APPLIES TO BF! *RAWR*)
30. I love the way you want to do everything together.
31. I love the way you cheer me up when I'm down.. So so sweetly.
32. I love the way you want to put me into your pocket and carry me about... But also thank you for giving me the freedom to continue my pole classes! *LOVE*
33. I love the way you are SO demanding. I love you!! *SQUEEZE*
34. Happy 8th month anniversary!
I love the way you love me so much you'll do anything for me. I promise I won't be unfair to you! :D
35. I love the way you're such a happy sunshine boy tree. ;)
36. I love the way you're so damn hawttttt.
37. I love the way we throw shit at each other out of jealousy. HAHAHA!
And I wish I could be there right now to take care of you. :(
38. I love the way we are imperfect in exactly the same way. That's why we belong together. :)
39. I love the way we love each other.. I'm feeling all weak-kneed and fluttery-hearted now.
40. I love your voice.. ZOMG I MISS YOUR VOICE!!
41. I miss you so badly I feel like I have a hole in my heart now. Physically. :(
I love the way you're always so gentle to me even though you're used to using your strength.
42. I love the way we make up after disagreements.. Even though I'd rather do without those!
43. I love the way you said, "Miss you is only two words. But there are so many feelings involved."
44. You broke a promise today. I don't love you anymore.
Fine, I still do. -_-
I love the way, even when you're tired out from work you still spoil me by doing stuff like giving me a backrub.. It should be the other way round!
45. I can't say I love, but I find it cute.. How being away from each other made us so grumpy we've been having disagreements for ages. We shall work harder!
46. I love you so much that I didn't even realise how badly my mood has been affected by your absence. We're going good.. 10 more days!
47. I love the way you sooth and comfort me when I cry. You're the only one who does it that way.. It's so nice and comforting. *sniffle*
48. I love the way you're super responsible and tidy.. You always finish up what you do (or what I did and left halfway =P). Awesomest BF EVER!
49. I love the way you encourage me to buy stuff if it looks good on me. Hehehe!
50. I love the way you always say you don't mind providing for me...
Even though I don't want you to but it's so sweet of you to think that way!
51. I love the way you'll try your best to make me sleep when I can't because of my stupid insomnia.
52. I love the way you protect me from everything possible.
53. I love the way I can trust you in every way. :D
54. I love the way you came online to look for me even though you were so tired. :)
55. You're coming back tomorrow! YAY!
I just love you for who you are. :D
I don't know if I ever mentioned this, but you're the most understanding, loving, caring and awesome BF ever! I can't wait for you to be back. :)